I'm just gonna get straight to the point. Being sad is ok. No matter who you are.
I just spent 30 min on the phone with my dad since his best friend is about to die (or very close to dying, he is very sick). My dad and his friend are quite old, but the friend is younger than my dad. They have known each other for a very long time. My dad has never been the vulnerable one with anything, he always puts every one before himself and he never talk about his friendship with anyone (i don’t really know how to write this so that it makes sense). But I listened to my dad talking about the first time he met his friend and he can remember the first thing he said to my dad. He talked about how he feels like they are an old married couple, they don’t have to finish the sentences, they know what the other is thinking. “He might be weird and have his moments sometimes, but I do as well, so I guess we’re the same that way” this might not really mean anything to others, but I have never hear my dad talk like this before.
The point is, I really felt that my dad is sad about this. He never show sadness (not even when my brother died, he had to be the tough one and show that life moves on) and so I think that he has realized that it’s ok to feel sad. Even if you’re a guy, it’s ok to feel vulnerable. When his friend dies, I know my dad will be very very sad and I can’t imagine seeing that, cause it has never happened before. Because my dad is so old, he doesn’t have any family left. Just me, my sister and his granddaughter. So I think that his friend was the closest he could call family without it actually being by blood.
Long time, no see, I know. Instead of writing a long part about why I haven't been blogging for the past... 9 months? I will just get to the point.
Sometimes I wonder why my friends still talk to me. Because, to be honest, I'm annoying, bossy and, well, me.
Sadly, I'm the kind of person who, when with friends, will often talk about stuff that no one else cares about, or stuff that does not have any context to what the others have been talking about. I guess that's because I want attention. I'm not a psycologist or anything, so I can't really tell.
The point is, I'm in a group of friends, but I somehow always feel left out (which is stupid cause I'm not, I think...). In this group of friends, we are just a group of different people who (mostly) have some of the same interests, but once again, I'm the weird and annoying one. Even though that might be the case, I still think that I'm friendly to everyone. Just a common trait that I think everyone should have.
Still, it gets hard when the person you try to be friendly towards won't respond. It makes you question if you did something wrong, especially if this person is someone you have known for a long time. You might wonder "where did I go wrong? Did I say something? Is this person mad at me?" but the situation between you is too awkward to ask out loud.
There is so much more I could say about this, but I won't.
I just don't know what to do, or if I should even care about this issue anymore.
This blogpost was probably very bad, but I can't really bother to edit it.
It's fall y'all! YAY, my favorite time of the year is here(well, I do like summer...)! I have been so excited for autumn/fall this year, I don't know why. If you follow me on tumblr you would've known that I've been excited... (I have might reblogged a lot of stuff related fall/Autumn the past weeks)
What I like about this season is the fashion, the colors and nature changing(especially the last one). I get to wear knitted sweaters, knee socks, boots and scarfs; and it's not too cold or too hot outside.
An other thing I like about this time of year is the rainy days. I can just snuggle up with a blanket and watch a tv-series, read a book and drink hot drinks. It just makes me really happy!
One more thing, there is a hedgehog living in our garden, and that makes me especially happy!
Since I'm not American or British(or anything like that) I don't know what to call this time of year in English... If I should use the word autumn or fall when I write. Sometimes I write autumn and sometimes I write fall, even though I use American English, I like the word autumn better than fall. Is it ok to write autumn even though I write American English? Or is that like a rule I can't break?
I've gone on way too long than what I thought I would, so I'll just end the blogpost here.
Oh man, this summer has gone by so fast. Seriously, I feel like I sneezed and it was over! How did this happen?! Where did the days go?!
Not that I haven't been ready for school for a few weeks, planning my outfit for the first day. Heck, I've been planning outfits for the whole week! (Is that bad?)
I've been watching youtube videos and I've gotta say Bethany Mota's back to school videos are my favorite. (I need to try the breakfastbars! They look delicious!)
Even though I feel like I have been ready for school for a long time now, it suddenly hit me that school starts tomorrow and I've done nothing yet other than thinking about it... Procrastinating like a pro!
I have set a goal for myself this year(but lets be honest, it's only gonna last for a week), making an effort to look decent and not just dressing in a t-shirt and jeans for the whole year... Am I the only one doing this?
Anyway, leave a comment below and tell me if you have started school yet or when you are starting.
I know it's been a while since my last blogpost, I wish I could come up with an excuse for why it's been this long, but even if I said it was because I've been learning how to drive or going out of town, it wouldn't really be a good enough excuse for not writing a blogpost.
We haven't been having very nice weather in Norway recently and that means that I get to do my favorite activity, sitting inside all day. Ok, maybe it's not my favorite activity, but it's an excuse to watch movies and drink tea or cocoa even though it's summer.
Right now it feels weird, it does not feel like it's summer at all, but Autumn. It's not sunny or hot outside which makes it quite cold in the house, so I have started wearing sweaters and preparing for Halloween.(Yeah, I'm one of those people...)
Here are some of my favorite things to do on rainy days:
1. Watch Movies(and if it's something like Back to the Future or anything Melissa McCarthy or Dan Aykroyd is in, even better!)
2. Drinking hot drinks, which I also mentioned earlier in this post.
3. Tumblr scrolling.
4. Watch The Big Bang Theory.
What are Your favorite Things to do on rainy days? Leave a comment! :)
So, it's that time of the year again where I go to the biggest Convention in Norway! WOOHOOO! How exciting right? It's been truly amazing this year, and I think it's been the best one so far.
I met new and old friends, friends from school and my cosplay idols! It was so much fun! I took a few pictures, so I thought I'd share them with you.
It is going to be mostly just pictures in this blogpost, but I hope that's ok. :)
(Pictures above: L to R: 10th Doctor, 11th Doctor, 11th Doctor and 9th Doctor)
(Picture above: 9th Doctor)
(Picture above: one of my friends from school ^^)
(Pictures above: My cosplay idols Batbunny cosplay and Starbit cosplay as Frodo and Sam)
(Picture above: Bofur from The Hobbit)
(Picture above: Captain America)
(Pictures above: Ok, I just had to take a couple of pictures of Dean and Castiel from Supernatural)
(Picture above: Will and Irma from W.I.T.C.H; I mean, come on, I had to take a picture of these two, I loved that tv series when I was little, it sort of was my first fandom when you think about it.)
(Pictures above: LoTR and the Hobbit cosplayers)
(Picture above: one of my friends from school ^^)
(Picture above: Bard from The Hobbit)
(Pictures above: L to R: Tardis, 4th Doctor, 2nd Doctor and 10th Doctor)
(Picture above: Merry and Pippin)
(Picture above: Female Iron Man)
(Pictures above: The disco on Saturday)
(Picture above: Adorable Pippin cosplay from LoTR)
(Picture above: Female Joker)
(Picture above: Captain Jack Harkness from Doctor Who)
(Picture above: Sansa Stark)
(Picture above: Rapunzel from Tangled)
(Picture above: Osgood from Doctor Who)
(Picture above: 12th Doctor)
(Picture above: River Song/Melody Pond from Doctor Who)
I'm really excited for the next Desucon. I was supposed to vlog, but I never got the chance to do it, there was so much stuff to do and so little time!