Friday, 7 October 2016

Friends or not?

Hello again!

Long time, no see, I know. Instead of writing a long part about why I haven't been blogging for the past... 9 months? I will just get to the point. 

Sometimes I wonder why my friends still talk to me. Because, to be honest, I'm annoying, bossy and, well, me. 
Sadly, I'm the kind of person who, when with friends, will often talk about stuff that no one else cares about, or stuff that does not have any context to what the others have been talking about. I guess that's because I want attention. I'm not a psycologist or anything, so I can't really tell.

The point is, I'm in a group of friends, but I somehow always feel left out (which is stupid cause I'm not, I think...). In this group of friends, we are just a group of different people who (mostly) have some of the same interests, but once again, I'm the weird and annoying one. Even though that might be the case, I still think that I'm friendly to everyone. Just a common trait that I think everyone should have.

Still, it gets hard when the person you try to be friendly towards won't respond. It makes you question if you did something wrong, especially if this person is someone you have known for a long time. You might wonder "where did I go wrong? Did I say something? Is this person mad at me?" but the situation between you is too awkward to ask out loud.
There is so much more I could say about this, but I won't. 

I just don't know what to do, or if I should even care about this issue anymore.

This blogpost was probably very bad, but I can't really bother to edit it.

xoxo Josey

Sunday, 10 January 2016

My Neverland/Disney/OUAT birthday!

Yes, I know, it's been a long time, no see (again). Since the last time I posted something, it has been Christmas, New Year's eve (happy new year!) and my 18th birthday.
That's right, on Wednesday I tured 18 and this Friday I celebrated the big day with a Neverland/Disney/OUAT themed party.
Everything went really well and people Disneybounded as characters from both Disney movies and Once Upon a Time. (I Disneybounded as Wendy Darling from Peter Pan)
Also, I had the best cake ever thanks to my mom!
To be honest I was kind of proud of the decorations:

And there it is, add a few more cakes and tada, 18th birthday party ready! And I made a playlist for the party as well:
I Wan'na Be Like You- Robbie Williams ft. Olly Murs
Friend Like Me- Ne-Yo
Zero To Hero- Ariana Grande
A Star is Born- From Hercules
Down In New Orleans- Anika Noni Rose
When We're Human- From Princess and the Frog
Black Magic- Little Mix
Where the Devil Don't Go- Elle King
Ex's and Oh's- Elle King
Neverland- Zendaya
Rotten To The Core- Sofia Carson
I Wan'na Be Like You- Fall Out Boy
Rest Your Love- The Vamps
Love Is An Open Door- From Frozen
All Night- R5
Somebody To You- The Vamps ft. Demi Lovato
Touch The Sky- From Brave
Act My Age- One Direction
Second Star To The Right- From Peter Pan
Following The Leader- From Peter Pan
What Made The Red Men Red/Tinknapped- From Peter Pan
And that's about it I guess. I hope to blog more this year, and have more to blog about!
xoxo Josey